This year, I didn't make any New Year's resolutions. I plan to just continue doing what I am doing because I feel like I'm on the right track. I'm realizing that I have a long and bumpy road ahead, but I still feel that I've made great progress over the past few months in recovering from all that I've been through. So with that said, my plans for 2010 are to:
- Allow myself to completely trust in God, and let Him be in control. (That's a big one, and easier said than done, but I am going to try my best. I have nothing to lose!)
- Keep up the positive outlook on life, and keep hoping for the best.
- Take advantage of this time in my life (when I don't have living children) and focus on excelling at work having fun with Josh.
- Start using my Lose It app a little more strictly (since I slacked off over Thanksgiving and Christmas a little... oops!)
Did you know that at the end of this month, it will already be one year since my sweet Heidi was born and gone to heaven? Yep; a whole year already. With that said, what do I do? I want to something special on both Heidi's Day (January 31st) and the day my other three were born (February 23rd), but I don't know what. I don't want it to be a huge production, just something simple to honor their memory.
Do you have any suggestions? Please, send me any ideas you've got.