Here we go again; more Heaven Days…
Last month we honored and celebrated Heidi on her 1st Heaven Day, and now it’s Lily, Paige, and Rylan’s special Heaven Day.
I think about heaven a lot. It’s such a mystery, but I know it is indescribable and beyond amazing. When things get really tough or I’m sad, I just try and remember that our time here on earth is actually really short, but we get to spend an eternity in heaven. My children are there waiting for me, and we will all be together one day and everything will be perfect!
Even though one year ago today was the worst night of our lives, the scariest, and the saddest… It was still beautiful and peaceful in a way. We held each of our children, prayed with them, and watched their souls become angels.
I’m surprised, but I am not sad today. I’m OK with today. I want to make remembering my babies a happy thing. Sure, I’m sad that I don’t have them here with me, but that is so beyond my control it is not even worth dwelling on. We are celebrating The Green Beans today. I am so honored that they are a part of my life and that they continue to touch so many of your lives. That makes me so happy.
For Beans’ Heaven Day, I had this mahogany box engraved for them. Tonight, we are going to put all of their ashes in their box and keep it on a shelf in our bedroom. We are also going to spend the evening making the perfect cupcakes for them.
We love you and miss you dearly, Lily, Paige, and Rylan…