And I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me
And oh, how he loves us so,
how he loves us so…
I can’t believe its been two years already since I held my babies. Today I am celebrating the birth of my Green Beans, Lily, Paige, and Rylan (along with their sister, Heidi). Sure, its a sad story with a very unfortunate ending to have lost our children prematurely, but I am so grateful that they are a part of my life. I am able to recognize what a true blessing they are, now that the pain and sadness has faded some. I am honored to be their mother. They inspire me to be a better person and to help others. I thank God for them.
I never imagined things turning out this way when we first decided to start having children. Not having my babies will always hurt, but I am beginning to see the good that has come from all of this. I am truly blessed to have them in my life.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
- Matthew 5:4