The Green Beans’ 4th heavenly birthday is already upon us. I’ve been dreading this day because I don’t feel like I have anything profound to say about them and nothing special planned to do on their day. For some reason I put this pressure on me to do something special, but I just can’t. There’s not much to say anymore. I remember them and honor them every day in some way, so with that, I know I am doing the best I can do. I’m sure over the years, the pressure to have a special day planned will lessen and I won’t feel so obligated.
I am so thankful to have my sweet Taylor by my side! She helped me make cupcakes and sample frosting for her big sisters and brother. We had such a fun time today listening to music, dancing in the kitchen, and decorating cupcakes.
I am so proud to be the mother to the Green Beans. I am blessed to have them as a part of me. They have changed me forever, for the better, and greatly impacted my faith and trust in Jesus! I look forward to spending eternity with my big family in heaven one day! They are a happy memory and I will remember and smile :)